krzykerry ([info]krzykerry) wrote,
2005-08-01 10:17:00
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i am a flower quickly fading, here today and gone tomorrow

so my Ricky is burried in the back yard. i feel much better today then i have the past few days. i realize that there is a season for everything, and God put Ricky in our lives to keep us happy those 3 years that he was there. and he did. the image of him getting hit doesn't run through my mind so much anymore, and i think of him just being so happy to see Tim right before he died. Tim had come in, and he was helping me with the corn, and Ricky was running around the house just so happy that there were people there, and 10 minutes later he was gone. but you know, he died doing something he loved. so at least he was happy. we'll miss him a lot. i know a lot of people say that dogs don't go to heaven and that when they're gone they're gone, but God put animals on the earth to keep us company, and we get very attached to them, and i really believe that there is a place for them in heaven. we love them so much, how could God just take that away? i honestly think that i'll see Ricky again some day when i'm in my Mansion in heaven. a place where there is lots of room for him to run all day. a place where he is happy.

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[info]vampfaery

August 3 2005, 12:04:22 UTC 6 years ago

omigod babe im so sorry. i love the ricky....awww i will pray for you and for him....i love you kerr we gotta talk.
*luv*
Melissa

[info]krzykerry

August 3 2005, 17:41:08 UTC 6 years ago

hey Mel!! i havn't seen you in forever! how'd you find my LJ?? yeah, call me sometime!

[info]vampfaery

August 3 2005, 19:42:32 UTC 6 years ago

how? cause im just that good. haha. hows it going love i miss you lots!!!

[info]vampfaery

August 3 2005, 19:43:14 UTC 6 years ago

oh and whatever happened with that jessica girl? is she like officially a counselor thing? is that why you haven't been there? cause i miss seeing you...

[info]krzykerry

August 4 2005, 15:10:24 UTC 6 years ago

i don't know, i kinda stopped coming because i felt like no one liked me, and no one was listening to me, so why waste my time? you know? i feel like every has misjudged me. i'm not about judging and making people think that i think i'm better then them.. and i feel like thats what people take me as at youth group. i don't think i'm better then anyone, i mean, i've done stuff in my life that i consider lower then low, and its hard to be at a place where everyone will be nice to your face, but you know that they're talking about you behind your back. i admit i havn't been the nicest person to Ben, Kirk, and all them, but i genuinely care about them having the chance to decide whether they really believe in Jesus or not. i think everyone deserves the right to know someone came for them to take away their sins. i don't know, maybe none of this makes sense, or maybe i'm preaching to the choir, but i just don't feel welcome there anymore by anyone but you.
now don't get me wrong, i'm not trying to say i'm some perfect little angel that is the victim. i know i've been a bitch to them sometimes, i know i've hurt some peoples feelings, and i know i was wrong in doing so. but i've been hurt as well. so, i've kinda felt like, why put myself and everyone else through the pain of me being there? you know? haha, i'm so rambling.. anyway, i hope you get what i'm trying to say and if you don't, call me up and i'll try to explain it better.

[info]vampfaery

August 7 2005, 12:11:34 UTC 6 years ago

i know what your trying to say but i think its wrong cause i know there are other people there that are your friends. what about nichole or sam, kevin liz meaghan i mean they all like you....kirk has never had anything against you he always thought you hated him and ben...welll fuck ben lol.
you should be there... you deserve it. we were all there from the beginning and we should all be there to end it.
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